I have the chance to speak right now, but I just can’t find the words
Cause’ I look you in the eye and I get lost in a world
I know I should go, but I’m trynna find the words to make you stay

Cause’ it was you who took my troubles away, now I’m standing all alone while you runaway
I’m sorry, I’m not letting you break our promises, there’s no way…no way

I’m still waitin’ hopin’ that you come around eventually
You told me that you needed time so I let you be
But in my mind I’m still hoping that it’s meant to be
Cause’ even when you’re at your worst, baby you the best to me
They say that in the end all you have is memories
So when it’s said and done, I hope you remember me
I should’ve listened to my mother when she lectured me
And told me not to ever let a woman get the best of me
You made all of my nights, you brightened my days
Now you’re lost in the lights, you’re caught up in a maze
You ain’t the same you, you’re different, you changed
I’m trynna save you from you but you’re slippin’ away
When you came in my life you made me a different man
I was your superstar, you were my biggest fan
But you just up and left, I don’t know what to expect
My heart is broken in two and my head is full of regrets

Cause’ it was you who took my troubles away, now I’m standing all alone while you runaway
I’m sorry, I’m not letting you break our promises, there’s no way…no way

Tell me why you hurt me, why did you desert me?
Everything was perfect, everything was workin’
Girl you made a promise and you said that you would ride for me
But you ain’t ridin’ no more so I guess you lied to me
Don’t try to lie and say you’re happy with another man
Cause’ when you cry I’m the only one that understands
You know what it is I treated you like no other
I brought you back to the crib and even let you meet my mother (damn)
I was a part of you, you were a part of me
But they say love is blind, that’s why it’s hard to see
I’m in denial, I keep lying to myself
I’d rather argue with you than be happy with someone else
Cause’ I stood right there while you filled me with lies
I say I don’t care but it KILLS me inside
Once upon a time we were fine you were loving me
But you did what no other woman had done…you cut me deep

Cause’ it was you who took my troubles away, now I’m standing all alone while you runaway
I’m sorry, I’m not letting you break our promises, there’s no way…no way     

I Love You.. Im Really sorry For What I Said. It Kills Me That Youre Ignoring Me, Not Texting Back. You dont Understand How Much I Love You.. How Much I Miss You. I Said Im Sorry And Im Going To Continue To Be Sorry. It will Never Be Okay, What I Said Was Heartless, Was something I Would Have Never Pictured My Self Saying. I Honestly Never Pictured My Self Acting Like This. This Was Never Sappouse To Happen. And I Know Youll Never Forgive Me. I Know That I dont Desserve You, Youre Unspoiled Perfection.. And You Desserve The Best, I Honestly Havent Been My Best. I Havent Been The Sweetest, The Nicest, The Most Amazing Perfect Out There. I Love You.. And I Miss You So Much Barbara.. <3

I wasn’t even ready to say goodbye,
It seemed like that kiss lasted forever
But didn’t last long enough,
You are the hope that resides in me

I hope this goes well, cause for a long time
I will be living in hell away from you
And I ask myself ‘is that something I can do?’

I wasn’t even ready to say goodbye,
It seemed like that kiss lasted forever
But didn’t last long enough,
We will continue in tune and it will be
Full of the warmth we shared so far
And it wasn’t easy to walk into the car
Could you please give me something to hold on to?
Something deep that will remind me of you

With your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep
With your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep

With your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep
With your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep

I wasn’t even ready to say goodbye,
It seemed like that kiss lasted (lasted, lasted) forever
But didn’t last long enough,
You are the hope that resides in me
(with your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep)
And the next time, I drift off to sleep,
I hope you will be the next thing I see
(with your voice on the phone, I don’t feel so alone
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep)

I Love You So Much.

I never knew what I would do
If anybody tried to take you away
And your beautiful boy won’t wait for you
Because he’s busy with the stars and the fame

And I don’t know why I breathe
It’s taking too long for me
Can we speed up the process, please?
Or show me the one I need

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
I will love you till we (I will love you till we)
Till we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather

I never knew what I would do
If anybody tried to speak your name
I would tear down their house and
I’d burn my way around the brightest memory of your face

Cause I would do anything (anything, anything)
Cause love is a selfish thing (Don’t care what you think)
And I’ll feed off the wounds that bleed
And tear you away from me

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
I will love you till we (I will love you till we)
Till we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather

Violent delight
We’ll live as if we die
Violent delight
Live as if we die
My violent delight
Live as if we die
My violent delight
Live as if we die
My violent delight, violent delight

So come on, come on
I won’t leave without you

If we die then we die
And I’ll sing this buried with you

Violent delight
Live as if we die
My violent delight, violent delight

I need somebody (somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me
I will love you till we (I will love you till we)
Till we are buried
Our bodies (our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together
Cemetery weather
In the cemetery weather

I never knew what I would do
If anybody tried to take you away